The last couple  of days have been tough. I wouldn’t  go as far as to say my heart is breaking, but it definitely  hurts. A dull to insistent ache that’s  been ever present. The  lonely  is settling in. Making itself  comfortable  in my space. Taunting me.
I don’t  want to be sad though. Is it everyone  too or just me but when i am sad i engage a sense of nobility in the emotion. Mostly to feel i am above whatever causes me pain. Mostly  to hide the fact that i am human and i hurt.